No matter what you're going through, there's a light at the end of the tunnel and it may seem hard to get to it but you can do it and just keep working towards it and you'll find the positive side of things.
I want to tell you what my feelings are. How I really feel.
You changed everything, and you have made everything so easy. Now it feels like you will walk away without telling me. I feel lonely. I wish you could tell me what's in there. I wish you were opened minded. I'm sure you will forget me, and I will be stuck with the picture of us. I won't forget what it feels like being close to you. I remember when I first saw you and we were not aware of this. I want to tell you all those words that are stuck in me. I will share them with you, someday. I know we will someday meet and wonder what went wrong. I wish I knew how our future looks like. There are some things we will never understand. I do though understand this. I will always remember us.
"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And honey, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."